ll:melody faith:ll

my life circles around you.

2004-11-10T10:07:00.000+08:00

currently reporting life from the school comp lab 1. hehs

came to school by cab. stupid driver forgot to on the meter thingy. hehs. so i paid about 1 to 2 bucks.

finally

2004-11-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

aloha. just scanned a few fotos ta put in friendster. phew! using dad's comp now. so blogger has prob oni in my comp huh. damn it!

feelin so stressed now. especially when sec 1 orientation is drawing nearer by the day. sighx. in charge of programme and my poor partner miaohui jus went fer back surgery. guess she can't help me till 3 wks more. sighx. i bet my 2 assistants dunno tt they exist at all. bleah. but can't wait for sentosa camp! 22-24th nov. tink it'll b super fun. especially when i'm goin wif all the other crazy prefects. hehex. smiles away...

got back report card. failed one subj oni. geog. sigh. oni got one A1 n tt is MEP. sigh. but will make sure by next yr term 1. gonna do my best le. jia you! lolx. hahakx. ok ok. tink i'm getting hyper cos i can't wait for 11 more days. dun ask y. u shud all knoe. u all better noe. muahah. can't wait. argh! haven't been for choir for a long time. pulled myself out fm the musical alr. tink it's rather a waste of time. and it'll be quite a big event. so i dun wanna lose face at the end of the day. *giggles*

will b quite busy rushing wif string sec4 farewell prezzies. n oso doing the directory. gonna b lotsa work n hopfully i can finish it b4 leaving for camp. or else... ...
guess i wun b able ta make it for chalet anymore. string n prefect. cos going for holiday. *wee weet* most prob hawaii n LA. yes! disneyland once again. hoorays! can't wait ta get a new tan. cos the one wif choir at sentosa din work. hopefully this camp will give me another tan yet again!

shit. can't find my bloody specs. shall b blind foreva. darius u betta follow me ta market tmr. and it's not fer a funeral ass! anw, gotta go tok to future godmother n lizzy n mark alr. tink they're kinda bored wif mum. muahaha. tmr have prac at 1230. sighx. prac's getting boring cos i can't seem ta find a click. anw, a reminder yet again. 11 more days!!!

for good times, and bad times, i'll b on ur side foreva more... thanks for being there... i miss you... ... pls say u still love me...

sick / recovering?

2004-11-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

finally i'm down ta bloggin again. aft being fevered for the past 4-5days, i tink i lost most of my brain cells or they evaporated. or rather disappeared through the boiling process!! geesh. i tink it all started out on bloody tuesday.

on that very "fateful" tuesday mornin, i squirmed out of bed n travelled all the way ta bishan. for wad? isa's voice lesson! (tt gurl betta b honoured!) i waited at void deck 4 her ta arrive somemore. cheeh. *grinds teeth* oh! her teacher asked me if i wanted ta b some accompanist for a recital nxt april. hmmm. i want! but must see if they're givin me money first lar! hehex. then i went ta eat wif isa, chyi, and wen at cartel. yum. shud realli try the baked macaroni. it was mmm mmm. fabulous! then wen n i went ta spotlight ta see the stuffs for sec 4 farewell n her stuffs. met sean n we went for a talk n coffee n starbucks. walked ta church aft tt ta pray. but the chapel was used for charismatic i tink.. so we prayed at 2nd level. suppose ta atten i tok. but i was feelin sick so we went ta eat. then he walked me back. gee. i was alr feeling terrible. had flu. but had ta finish typin my minutes cos gotta pass ta HP next day. aiyo... this is when it all started.

[wednesday - 6.15am] FEVER!!! "mummy i realli can't go sch alr.. i can't even stand up!" wad's ur temp? omg! 38.5? pop 2 panadol n slp. went ta doc at bout 9am. feelin slightly betta. went ta slp again.

[thur - 4.00am] got up ta go toilet. mum heard me n woke up. i was so bloody giddy n quickly walk ta bed n lie down. then she brought me ta dining area ask me ta take med. then i walked ta kitchen wanted ta wash hands. SUDDENLY! boom! i heard this loud thud. trust me. it was loud enuf for me ta hear! n i suddenly landed on my head n back. it was so bloody scary!!! i opened my eyes... y m i here? quickly turned off tap. felt like puking. but went toilet had diarrhoa instead! then went ta slp. fri was betta. then sat..

[sat] aiyo. temp was 38.5 again.!.! so went ta changi hospital. temp rose ta 39.2. saw the doc, took blood test TWICE. the first time the bloody blood refuse ta budge! then took blood pressure... blah blah. took 2 panadol n went observation room ta slp. pls lor. so noisy how ta slp. bloody hell. but the nurses were so so nice. hahaks. then went home eat sleep lor. sigh..

so tired aft bloggin. shall talk to my bitching fren caroline.. woo hoo!!!

kisses for everyone.. especialy YOU. *winks* muack muacks. (remember ta read entry below this one)

horny nut stolen!

2004-11-01T13:11:00.000+08:00

If you see me walking the road with someone else...It's not because I like his accompany...Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me...

If you hear me talking about him all the time... Its not because he pleases me... Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat...

If you feel me falling with someone new...Its not because I love him...But because you're not there to catch me fall...

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere...I too don't know where the road is going...Are we gonna cross each other's path...Or just completely turn around...?

Will we just let go of what we had...Or go to the place where love is bound...

Don't let me walk with him...It's you I want to walk with..

Don't let me talk of him...it's you I want to talk with...

Don't let me fall for him...It's you I want to fall in love with...

~got this from my horny nuts' blog!!it's so so meaningful n nice..hahakx. sorry nut. i wanna steal it!~

a new beginning for me...

2004-10-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

there's no need for further elaboration anymore. i just couldn't stop crying yesterdae. lucky there was mum there ta guide me along. i racked up the past and the present. everything has been spoken alr. i feel a lil better after that. well, all the lies i kept are alr out. how "she" treated me and all has been told to my mum.i lied that i broke up with my bf when i actualli did not. i lied that i did not stick to him for the past 2 months. i lied that wad he did to me never happened but it actualli did. but i did the right thing by breaking up with him and will never regret it. i stood up for my own right and i did what i was suppose to do. i'll never forget how u treated me and all that u did with me.

you cheated me? i dun blame you. life is definitely filled with ppl like you. i thank you for doing this to me. i take it as another obstacle that i have to cross over once again. i'll find strength in it and will benefit from it. i pray ta god tt he'll help me find the way out of it and help me ta be strong. i know that one day i'll definitely succeed n tt i wun have ta suffer so much.

right now. i layed out my plans and decisions. no one's gonna stop me fm doing wad i'm gonna do. call me a bitch, say wad u like, despise me, it doesn't matter. cos i knoe that i dun need u to be there for me. when i've other frens who have me in their hearts. i know this doesn't matter anymore. but i can't stop crying whenever i tink of it. to think that u were so nice to me, but now knowing that all u wanted was to toy with my feelings. noone can mend that broken heart in me now.

my strengths are weak and my weakness are my strengths. dun forget how much i put in for you. just you. all the times i sacrificed for you. and only you. and to be treated like this is uncalled for. the cut in my heart and the pain i'm suffering can never heal. u'll regret it. i know u will. i'm gonna make sure that i'll b the one benifitting from all these. i'll find my way again. my way to another life... ... another world... ... where i can live in the hands of god... ...

it doesn't end here...

2004-10-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

jux returned fm church choir prac. was in quite a bad mood jux now cos of some ppl who reali put me off. but at least i still have bernie,jilly n daphy ta crap wif me n dat covered it up a lot! thanks dearies!have not been too well for at least the past 2 days. ppl keep asking me wad's wrong wif me. owell. i've told you alr. now i jux gotta live my life well. at least for this moment. until the day when i reali can't take it anymore. poof!

some one is currently ticking me off. she's such a bitch. can't stand her! she's acting so fakely, trying ta atract him and he falls for it easily. how i wish tt he gets blind. *evil grins* well i can't take it but jux love bitching bout them. since lotsa ppl know bout it alr. it's true. why shud i fuck care bout them ryte? anw. they're jux a pain in my ass. jux look at him. confused n all. jux look at her. trying to ACT pretty and nice. hey gurl, u'll not goin a
anywhere. jux accept the fact that ur personality is a pile of shit.

but i can't be bothered. i jux love venting my anger on them. it feels good. had diarrhoa, so i'm at home when i'm suppose ta be at meeting at pp. sorry cui fang. but my shit is uncontrolable!!! yikes! jux came out fm toilet somemore. hahas.

had lotsa things goin on in church. shan't mention bout it. cos i'm basically quite neutral bout everythin that's happening. relationships and stuff. but i jux wanna say that.. ppl shouldn't be so despo. kz? accept facts and leave it! but i shall jux continue bitching bout XX's sister. so cool ryte. haha. anw. gtg. bitching bout some ppl now. to deary: u better get better for tmr's inter-class netball! take care gurl!~

gloria forced me ta do this! I LOVE MY HORNY NUT! wee wee weet. hahakx. yes gurl. u're my precious!

muacks muacks muacks!

story begins here...

2004-10-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

i've got a friend. and this is her story.. let's call her XX

XX lives a terrible life now. she had many difficulties getting in2 a relationship. and even after being attached for a few months, she has many problems. her parents never allowed relationships at this age of 14. so as to concentrate in her studies, she broke up with her bf. leaving both of them stead-less for awhile.

But jux recently, XX told me that she has been facing problems with her ex-bf (mentioned earlier) . XX told me that her ex-bf was getting very close to her very own sister. and that she was quite sure he liked her and might want to start a relationship with her any moment. She also told me that she wasn't pissed at all. but felt very cheated. cheated of her feelings by him. my conclusion draws here...

XX's ex-bf in the first place shudnt be getting close to XX's sister. b'cos in the first place, who would ever wanna get close or even worse, start a relationship with ur ex-gf's sibling. nuts! and XX's sister is even worse! she shudn't be going wif her sister's ex-bf ryte? omg! this is nuts nuts! her sister is juz like a second hand good sia.

anw. very tired of toking bout this matter. a lot of ppl keep telling me bout this story oso. haix. hey XX if you're reading this. muz cheer up k?

to XX's ex-bf! asshole you! i'm sure XX will never forgive you. you cheated her feelings and she's gonna make sure you will never stay long in your relationship with her sister. dun worry XX, i'll fight for you oso k?

ppl you will noe who is XX. most of you who read my blog will knoe who she is la. if u wanna noe juz ask me k? have to keep this matter kinda private. XX doesn't wan me ta tell out her name anw.

you're a bloody asshole. good for nothing. if you eva come and piss me as well. u watch out. i'm never gonna let u go scot-free. bloody bastard!

evil grins

2004-10-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

update on results as usual. today was horrible. ultimate! here we go!!!

E MATH - 59/100 C5 (wtf. i'm suppose to get one more mark to get a freakin B4!)
HISTORY (ELECTIVE) - 42/100 E8 (it's usual. sighx)
PHYSICS - 34/100 F9 (expect the unexpected. owell. wtf la)

bloody pissed wif physics. though it was difficult and oni 7 ppl fm my class passed. it's not the point! i've been getting A1s and B3s for terms 1-3. wth. i tink i'm jux gonna jump down the building. sighx. life sucks. life of a poor music niche pupil here sucks. melody your L1R5 is 27. wake up. wad's wrong wif you! can i jux kill myself? i hate it!!

fucking EOY~

2004-10-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

shit la. got back 4 papers today. update on results!!!

CHINESE - 56/100 C5 (amazing to pass chinese. wee weet!)
A MATH - 57.5 / 100 C5 (freak. could hv done much much better!!!)
GEOG - 45.2 / 100 D7 (wtf. you're so dead melody.. tsk tsk)
MEP - 80.7 / 100 A1 (this is the ONLY A1 you're gonna get!)

so so happy for MEP. not tt i got the highest! but i got highest for both practicals!!! hehe. got 50/50 for piano (1st instrument). first time leh!!! oh oh. but violin (2nd instru) din do tt well. got 44/50 oni. sigh. expected ta get much much better though! sighx. but overall ok larh. sighz.

seriously gonna die for L1R5 this term. so thought of counting overall whole year points. hehe. cos E math and physics confirm did better beginning of yr. owell. sighx.

jux finished typing the new string directory. so bloody confused wif the tables and all. but it looks so great. and i'm so proud of my work. *grins* hehe. think will go frame it up. but die larh. next yr got new intake of sec 1s. then gotta redo? shall ask ms lau then.

today was practically running about. meetings after checking scripts. checking scripts after meetings. freakin busy sia. damn tired oso. so hungry but gotta wait for dada ta come home and eat wif me. hehe. watch 9pm chi show!!! it's so bitchy and bimbotic. that's so so MELODY!!! watch me and watch the show same sia. and i'm so pissed off wif some ppl. bloody asshole. dun even bother about me anymore. dun ask me for help anymore!

muack muacks. not to the asshole though. *evil laughters*

P.S dear sister. i'm not scary ok. and isabel too. i'm juz dao. i knoe...

ta da terror!

2004-10-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

woa.. today has been a kinda bad day fer me. got back 3 papers in sch today. EL, SS and CHEM. so update on results!!

EL - 64/100 B4 (fuck larh.. one more bloody mark to B3)
SS - 25/50 (cool sia)
CHEM - 45.5/100 D7 (freak. but it has always been liddat!)

owell. tmr gettin back 4 papers. chinese, a math, geog and MEP. placing high hopes on all these 4 papers to pull up my L1R5. sighx. if i can't get 15 and below i'll jux cry again. sobx.

but today was great! sth was superb! got back violin results. yes yes! i know it's oni grade 5 larh. but it's the first violin exam i have eva taken ok. and surprisingly all the hassle and rush hasn't gone to waste. *grins* mum called me ta tell me tt she opened my letter and saw my marks. wth. i shud open it ok. she said cos she paid fer it. anw. got a distinction. 141/150. yipee! hahas. first time so high. the other higher one would be grade 5 for piano. 138/150. or piano diploma trinity. 88/100. yup. hope nxt yr can do grade 6 or 7. heh. hoorays!

yess carol.. it's a weird feelin i know. but jux hope it'll get over soon. i can't stand tt feelin. sighx. dunno y though. maybe cos like wad adrian said. exams are over. so might tink of him. owell. melody is so great. haha. no larh. she kinda sucks i know. who cares.

jonathan lim! u hv disappeared from action for these 2 days. kinda miss your sms-es going "mel..where are you".. or "sis.. i'm bored".. haha. stupid guy nv call me some more. wait till i find u n i'm gonna kick you! no b-dae prez for you! hmph. ooo. b-dae's in less than a month. mine! not his! u wait long long! i wanna celebrate. hope extended studies wun kena. no it wun! i wanna celebrate at sentosa! i miss sentosa! sighx.

however. melody still contemplates on trinity chorus.. sighx. somemore wif my bad results. sigh sigh sigh. chill gurl. hahakx.

muacks muacks.

"the space"

2004-10-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

haha. went ta sch fer this freakin meeting. (EXCO meeting) talked bout the "space" and moving of prefects den n stuff. quite a lot of work gonna b done. but i tink the end result will be damn freakin good sia. with all the games. and thinkin of putting a pool table there as well. so cool!! ahah.. but still haven't thot of the bkgrnd color n all. but paintin the floor glossy paint thingy. haha.

hey PR ppl. we gotta do duty next yr term 2. yeah melody. that means waking up earlier every morning and doing gate duty and all. but it's fun cos melody here gets to assign ppl to do various duties... haha. evil grin. but will still go ta sch every mornin at 7 ta make sure that things are going on smoothly la.. so guai ryte? haha.

carol's b dae is coming. so happen it falls on haloweeeeen!! cool. haha. goin fer her b dae lunch. dunno wad ta buy fer her though.. deep thoughts.. mayb shall go walk walk on sat n take a look. oops. tmr gettin back EL, SS and CHEM results alr. sigh. think i din do well fer chem. mummy's gonna yell. *crosses fingers* but it always happens so melody is prepared fer the worse!!! like i said.. nobody is perfect that includes me!!! haha. always. jux got back fm a lil shoppin. bought assessment bks. think i'll go bathe now.

muacks.

trinity chorus?

2004-10-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

realli contemplating on one big issue now. darius jux said ytd that he reserved one t shirt fer me jux in case i would wanna go back n join them. sigh. one huge problem. should i or should i not? sigh.

i know i left the choir not b'cos they were bad or anythin of that sort. it was b'cos there were realli too many pracs! n i was afraid tt i would not b able to cope wif studies! but sth is askin me to go back n join them. cos it starts ta feel as if they are my "family" that kinda thing. oso afraid tt if i join back. somehow will feel left out la. cos firstly i can't realli sing fer nuts! sigh. wad the hell. "melody can u cope wif ur studies?" questions self repeatedly. i guess shud be la. haiz. i hope so la. hmmm. sigh. someone jux help me decide can? ok la. ok la. haha

shan't decide so soon until i settled stuff in skool first ryte melody? mum sures gonna say: " if you join. and later u quit. i'm gonna box you again! melody u gotta knoe that u're a prefect blah de blah..." yes mum.. i knoe.. i'll see how k? haha. but nevertheless. if i dun join back. i'm still gonna support you guys all the wayyyyyy!! i promise! yupyup. love you all totally.

muacks muacks.

sentosa muacks

2004-10-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

exams over finally sia. had to relax and enjoy. went wif kellyn farah amealia n melanie to tm. took neoprints as well. on wed after MEP practical. then thur went wif mum to raffles. got a bikini. damn nice sia.

now the fun begins.. went wif trinity chorus (the bestest choir eva) to sentosa. but mum din allow me to stay over as usual. so they went on fri while i catched up on sat. stayed at costa sans which was near siloso beach. heard tt on fri nite, jon n russ were drunk. tsk tsk. sigh. bro u better stop smokin b4 i confiscate tt pack of cigrattes fm you! anw. heard they were damn funni but scary. haha.

both of them picked my up fm monorail station on sat 12pm. went to palawan where the rest were. and hopped on a big buggy which took us back to the chalet. so we swam in the pool while the guys started playin cards n bathing. connie and char were dunno doing wad as usual.. going fm place to place together. how romantic ar. tsk tsk. heard u both slept together some more. tsk tsk tsk. haha. then sun tanned fer a short while wif darius. watched russ challenge himself wif the girls wif "stress" . damn funni. then went to the room. suppose to help darius dad wif the satay but in the end no need to. so went back to room and tried slping. connie char and i were doin sth bad to sarah. k sarah. i apologize k? guess she was realli tired! heex

went to find jon and he was slpin like a log! as usual i guess. haha. then went downstairs near the beach to hav a drink while the rest ate ice cream. yum. then went to gurls room ta play "dai di" sunshine was damn gd at it sia. haha. played bluff too. haha. then went ta bathe. quite long. bout 30mins. used char's stuff. haha. thanks gurlie! heh. got ready for the bbq. but went to the hut and slept on jon's bed. while mel, nigel, char, conniee n russ were busy playing "dai di" on the lower bunk. so noisy and bright. so couldn't getta slp. sigh. so went out finally n stupid darius was so irritating. hmph! had satay fer dinner and chasing so many cats away!

stupid nigel tellin us bout the ghost story until we were so freakin scared ok! mangrove swamp and all. freaky! haha. jon la. keep scaring us oso! haiyo! then packed up and moved to the gurls room cos they wanted ta hv choir prac! they and their "dulaman" song. heh. but damn nice la. of course wad. trinity chorus!!!

had to leave earli and leave poor jillian behind. went home wif nigel. jon walked us out to the bus there. then he went back to pick jillian up. yupyup. poor guy was so scared to walk back alone. haha. reached home at bout 11plus. had a wonderful time. but din realli get that tanned. will try next time though!

muacks.

mugger

2004-09-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

finally proclaimed my self as an intensive mugger!

studied 3hours on a chapter in SS. but i guess it's worth it! gonna start mugging straight aft dinner again. hoping tt ppl would keep my awake tonite cos i gotta study a lot!

remember wad happen last wk melody? it is mass at No.2 Lorong Low Koon. heh. was practically singing our hearts out rmbr? yupyup! i sure do. somehow! i miss camp! i miss all the ppl. i miss the care free life! i miss the praise and worships! i miss choir. i miss my grp-mates. i miss the life there. i miss my besty frens! i miss taggin along wif daph-o n the rest. oh man!

life goes on. can't wait fer exams ta be over. anw. wish all the peeps readin this all the bestie fer ur finals! and to my 2 bros, jon n sean, muz study hard k? any probs can always find ur jie here. yupyup! gd luck SAC-ians who were wif me! heh. love you all lotsa. =hug hug=

exams = stress!!!

2004-09-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

woa... seems lyk a looooooong time since i last blogged. everythin is so rush now. from dramatization to exams to... god knows wad's next! well.. at least sth is over.. VIOLIN EXAM! yipee! here's a part of the exam which is kinda funni!

examiner: so are u a music prefect or juz a prefect? (notices melody's prefect badge pinned on her uniform)
me: erm. juz a prefect. haha (i giggled)
examiner: oh. well. there's certainly many responsibilites as a prefect i presume.
me: erm. ya. kinda. sometimes.
examiner: well i certainly enjoyed ur playing.
me: (shocked and dumbfounded) oh thanks! hee
examiner: thank u very much. u mite hv ta tug real hard on that door when leaving. haha
me: haha. sure do! thank u and hv a nice day! bye

oh man. this is the first time i had a conversation wif the examiner. guess it's b'cos i was kinda frendly and was the first one tt day. heehee. anw. hope i get a distinction. if not realli gonna b disappointed!!!

counting down... exams are in 2-3 wks time. "melody! wad hv u been doing?" well i'm certainly proud ta say that i haven't started studyin yet! sighx. rmbr ur aim and target fer finals? L1R5 of 11 points! gotta work harder melody!!! well. gonne start mugging. now. NOW!

tata. ciao. dun miss me. heh. +god bless+

i'm back

2004-09-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

i'm back.

confirmation camp was kinda fun but boring as well. tink the best part was sleeping n oso free time. heh. lazy lazy me. so let me enrich u on wad the hell we hv been doin fer the past 3 daysat No. 2 Lorong Low Koon, youth centre, nativity church.

9th sept, thur 2004
arrived there bout 9 plus. got mattress, opened sleepin bag, got our groupings. met our facilitator,aunty tanya. was in grp 3. called ourselves, "funky dee-sciples". kool huh. heh. grp-mates were,martin, stanley, pauline, christina, emmanuel, karl, sherilyn, alphonsis n ME. then had praise nworship session. stanley the facilitator thought us the song, the blind man.here it goes...

*the blind man sat on the road and he cried (3 times)ohhh..show me the truth... show me the light... show me the way...the way ta go home baby uh uh uh uh uh uh*

actions were juz adorable. then had ta construct this castle ta protect ur candle as a grp. cos had water bomb fight aft tt. where other groups had ta bomb ur castle. the one surviving wins!ours din though. stupid shaun huang n who's the other fella. um.. karl (catechism class one).very fun ar. throw at me. then stupid karl go take the whole bucket of water throw at me eh.very very gd! watch out permanent sore-throat guy. haha. jkjk. but he's very cute la. go shorty!heh. heard sth bout him though. but it's fer martin, shaun n me ta knoe onli. steph brackens oso.shh.

then went ta bathe. prepared fer dinna. had rosary session aft tt. tired tired me went ta slp aft talkin n watchin ppl playin cards! sarah de conceicao! u abandoned me the first night! dreamland.(our first exp. wif steph aw scoldin us at night cos she... wanted ta slp. damn pontianak sia.)

10th sept, fri 2004
reporting time at 7.45am. guess how we ate? in our own groups, we had ta tie up all our hands ta one another and eat. aft which, the gerls got blindfolded. but clever melody was peeking tru herblindfold la. duh! then stupid cup of milo had holes. so was drinkin water! idiot.

had boring talks again. and as usual the onli way ta wake us up was *the blind man*.haha.darius left halfway cos of choir rehearsal. can't realli rmbr wad we did tt day. oh ya. had captain's ball! it was great. girls vs guys. guys won wif score of 32-10 i tink. wanna comment ongreat players. sarah, darius(so freakin tall wad), eranaus(netballer), carol, nicolette, matthias,the VS guy, shaun huang and some others la. small karl is always throwing out of field. while bigkarl takes opportunity ta molest gurls. right glo? haha.

had"JESUS MY IDOL". nigel's group was the best sia. glo one was gd too. both "jesus" were great!somehow nigel looks like a typical st.pat's guy. but he's fm st. joseph's. interesting. judges wereaunty veron, uncle lawrence, darius n fi-ona. haha. (fi-ona is so bitchy!)

prepared fer the bloody dinner where we had ta do the dance.. "move to the left, move to the right..blah blah.. new fren found". that stupid song la. ended up suppose ya eat wif this guy who sort ofescaped camp on thur ta go eat at coffeeshop. stupid rite? i knoe. he's so fat tt's y. so rejectedhim. karl "supposedly" had no one ta eat wif. but i din wanna eat wif him la. cos knew he wouldb eating wif the "fucking bastard" group. so no thanks. but i'm realli sorry la, not tt i can't stand u, i can't stand that gang of ppl. lol. sorry.

had penitential rites aft dinner. wif father johnson. guess wad was next? DISCO! heh. but theyplayed all the techno n RnB songs. how ta dance? but my brother jonniee was breakdancing at theback wif some others la. heh. then had this campfire aft tt oso. changed ta jeans. was singingsongs wif sabbath day ppl. my ex-choir. then went ta change clothes. first darius went ta slp, thensarah, then the rest like glo and daffy not my room mates, so me went ta slp. my other brother seanslept earli as well. remembering on thur night, when i woke up, he was sleepin on the bench at thecourt outside when i looked out from my corridor. he's always drinking my water! but wad ta do?he's my bro duh i gotta let me rite sean? haha. stupid russell, shauny, daffy, jonniee broand a lot others drank too! dreamland.(while me, a pig slept earli,ppl like bernie n daffy they all slept at 6 the next mornin and wokeup at 7am. haha.)

11th sept, sat 2004( the last day)
had no wake up call this mornin. no call time too! they din give tt's y. woke up at 715. wash up.went ta eat downstairs b4 sayin grace. heh. shh. then had bad cramps so din eat much aft tt. then had this activity where ppl had ta write positive things bout u. onli know tt glo, sarah, sean and grp-mates wrote fer me. dunno who's the rest. yup! then i din write fer anyone la. duh.was stoning at my place as usual. had lunch and fun rating guys! on intelligence, personality,looks, dance skills. none passed except russell n christopher. heh. but the guys were rating usas well. juz tt they were more lenient. bleah. we are prettier duh! tt's why!

nothing much fer the rest of day. except cleanin up. and preparing fer mass. then the catechistsput up a skit on how we always act on sunday classes. haha. so funni. especially the part wheremartin always go ta a corner of the class and FART! so stink u know! haha. had mass. stupid cacatguy went ta hold hands wif altar buy! CACAT sia! they shudn't hv ask fr. bruno come. we coudn't understand him! then ate. packed. left place on the bus. was sitting wif sean. shauny on the other side.karl and shane they all were singing happy b-day ta shauny when it wasn't his b-day. stupid rite?heh. russell, stupid godzilla! haha.

went ta butter sotong wif sean, shauny, russell, bernie and daphne. then walked back wif daffy.had fun time wif them! sorry sean. make u wait up fer me then in the end u so sleepy fell aslp!haha. but muz b filial to ur older sis! lol. guai guai.

=overall the camp was kinda boring except free time n sleepin time. and captain's ball too. but will nv forget the funniest times i had together wif fellow SAC-ians! certain ppl wanna say thanks!=

1. thanks SAC-ians fer accepting me as SAC gang. cos i was fm there once. lol.
2. thanks to choir who were so wonderful! and drinkin my water!3. my group-mates who were so boring but nice!4. facils and catechists.5. all the con
3 ppl who were fab!6. special thanks ta.. gloria, daffy, bernie, shauny, sean, jonniee, martin, russell, sarah andmany more!
-u will nv b forgotten! i love you!-

i'm leaving... P.S dun miss me! heex! :)

2004-09-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

maybe i shud start singin now..

*cos i'm leavin..on a jet plane..don't know when i'll be back again.. la la la... ...*

gonna leave fer camp tmr!! kinda excited but then again.. or man! dun tell me we gotta do silent meditation and all tt crap. cos i'll juz faint in front of u!but tink the dinner n dance tink will b kinda cool la. that is if i dun get "ignatius" or "bradley". nothing will b worse than getting them i guess. juz dun get me any guy who carries their bags high or tucks in their shirts and pulls their trousers so high that u can't see their shirt anymore!!! anw. tink it's still gonna b fun fun FUN!!!

bought a new bag. reebok. from cs sports collection i tink. repacked my stuff from amelia's bag tamine. so happy got a bag for camps at last. oops! gloria says she's wearing shorts and shirt tmr.melody, u're wearing jeans and white sleeveless!?! guess gotta change plans alr and repack bag later.oh man. not another time. haiz. haha

time passes when u're having "fun". it's halfway pass the holidays!!! HELP!!! violin exam is in 6 days!*pants and catches breath* hope it turns out alrite this time. *crosses fingers tightly*

will b back onli on sat night. so peeps. if u miss me, juz sms me kz? i'm sneakin my fone to camp!shh. dun say so loud. later the priests come aft me. *giggles* but who cares!

can i hug a few ppl b4 i leave?
1.i wanna hug mummy and daddy cos wun b seeing them again. left them behind durin OBS.sure gonnab leavin them again! haha
2.my baby bolster, bigger bolster, 2 pillows, 24 toys tt slp wif me every single night!
3.my violin and piano. wun b seeing m 2 husbands ok!
4.my tv, radio, house phone.. oh man. all the communication la!
5.last but not least! u out there who's reading all this! and obviously my computer la! heex! :p

bye peeps. i knoe u all will miss me. but try not to kz? haha. lol. +god bless+

"are u the right guy fer me?" -winks-

2004-09-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

.MELODY FAITH'S TWELVE COMMANDMENTS OF "BF" EXPECTATIONS.

[[ things i find in guy..somewhat according to merit! ]]

1. the guy firstly has to b cute, charmin, adorable, handsome.

2. he must have the brains, preferably smarter than me.(can teach me / mentor)

3. age gap not more than 1 year apart.(able ta meet up easier cos of sch n stuff liddat)

4. has ta hv same things in common. *hint* shopping!

5. able ta give n take at times. (meaning: not too petty n die of jealousy)

6. hav a gd sense of humour. able ta cheer me up when i'm feelin down.

7. probably in the same sch. (tt means when i'm in JC la.i'm not les k!)

8. romantic n loving!

9. a good body! probably not to skinny. muz hv a bit of muscles la. and tanned skin! (I DUN WANT ANYONE FAT!)

10. he gotta know how ta make my parents like him.

11. knows how ta dress properly of course! strictly no slippers during dates! (not like my ex. oh pls. how can u wear slippers during a date! pengs!)

12. gives surprises!
*winks*

where's the love?

2004-09-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging lately. so takin this chance now.
missed the stupid violin exam. dad says it's my fault. i agree it's partially mine.but pls. who was the one who turned the wrong turnin and din even noe where the freakin hell place is?it's YOU. fine la. blame it on me then! but it's not my fault tt there was a traffic jam rite?anw. thank god i got a re-sceduled exam date on the 14th sept. at anchorvale point. near ikea. sofreakin far lor! haiz. at 9.12 am

somehow or rather. i find that.. god is always makin things in a way. harder for me to reach n get it.remembering the PSLE incident, it tested me n made me go fer an audition ta get in2 TKGS. now tt's weirdtt he's always using this way ta make me work harder n achieve it. notice tt it always has tado wif my music ability as well. now, aft the incident on my violin exam, mayb god is puttingme ta a test. he's giving me a second chance cos he knoes tt even if the examiner allows me tasit fer the test that day, she would hv a bad impression on me alr? that i wonder n ponder...

god has given me SOOO many chances. and sometimes i put them ta waste. i mean hell melody. u gotta noe how ta accept things!my life is whole load of crap n bullshit at times. first it was b'cos of studies n now relationship probs r juz piling up.wait a min! i need some one ta listen ta me now now! i juz got so many many things on my mind at times.and when i wanna tok ta someone, i can't find the perfect one ta tok to! and darius seems ta b wanting ta tok @ the wrong times!so juz too bad i gotta lay out my probs n tink of solutions myself.

however, something has juz made my mind go.. woohoo recently. when someone told me sth. about someone. i mean. wad the hell lori dun wanna tink of anythin' else about tt alr la. mayb think of it when i'm damn free or sth.

this term din do well fer studies. L1R5 dropped by 1. so now it's 17. guess wad. my target fer finals is 11.hell melody. how're u eva gonna reach it if u're still sitting in front of the comp typing. but wait a min,if i dun type. wad r u ppl who are reading it now gonna read? makes sense rite? yup! in a way la.

SO SO SO excited bout church con 3 camp this thur to sat! haha. i'm gonna b so dead if i get ignatius fer the dinner n dance thingy. oh man. i hope i get some one i dun noe. someone charming. some one who's juz handsome of course.not tt i'm pretty myself. i hope ppl like those nerdy guys or posers dun ask me. anw. we allowed to reject? i certainly hope so!dun wanna end up dating a loser or spoilt brat! gonna start packin my stuff tmr! or wed.

thanks amelia yeap fer the bag! appreciate it! -hugs-
thanks sharon for the DA VINCI CODE bk. (pomise i wun bend it k?) -hugs-

juz wanna hug someone out there now. and that person has gotta b GLORIA. i knoe gurl u're facing probs! but i'll b there k? get well soon! -cheer up-

happy teachers' day!!!!!!

2004-08-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

currently havin a great time munching on tuna spreaded crackers. yup! delicious! slurp! tink justin tinks i'm angry wif him n sulking away! sorry la! but i got no more sms alr. so actualli can't reply n not ignoring u laheh. but anw. today was quite a great day!

had ACES day in the mornin'. stupid dances lo. especially the dragon ball thingy tt tkss came up wif. wad type of retarded dance is tt man! then there was this enthu sec 2 sports leader hu was enthu-ing her way throughout the dance loshe shud c how she looked lyk! germ n i were havin a great time laughing man! lol lol lol.then had recess and went 2 dress up ms chia. she's so cute lor! haha. look more lyk a bride. shall ask stacey ta scan fer me the photo she took of her n her mum together! so cute!
anw, we went up fer the teacher's day celeb aft tt. thefashion parade of teachers was kinda funni. especially those tt the usherers came up wif gd stuffs too. juz tt some sec 4s were so rude n inconsiderate(not ta mention names!) some sec 1s oso la. hello lor. not as if me n syaz dun wanna watch rite?we oso want ta ok! some more hav to make u all sit down! damn it la! damn bitches!
the dance items were great! the videos too! GO SHERRY! U'RE A STAR! hope u loved the giberas i bought 4 u last time oso la! haha. hehe. main actress xia! haha. the stupid songs n skit was damn freakin boring lor. but it was gd effort overall.stupid mr yap! tink u so great ar. hello lor! i oso can open the coke bottles ok! juz more gentle n slower cannot ar. u not afraid mrs yap get jealous u helpin other women isit! juz tryin to act big lor. help the teachers open!shit hole! enuf scolding lar!

went fer lunch wif cuifang. germ jealous anot! haha. then went fer tuition. now so tired. later still gotta prac violin. sianz

counting down!!! 3 more days to violin exam!

wads the world coming to?

2004-08-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

i dun get it? i mean..wad's so freakin wrong wif it? y can't they continue they're relationship? so wad if he's the conductor and she's a member? there's simply no logic at all! when did they eva get a ruling tt said tt this couldn't happen? bloody catechists! u juz got sth against the choir isit?!? n wanna use tt to make us feel bad huh!!! juz u watch out! we're not gonna giv u a gd time during the con 3 camp!

i knoe tt freakin well i'm no more in the choir but these are my frens u c..how can u do this to me!! and them!!! juz u watch out ok! this is so so so wrong. first i found out sarah broke up wif shaun..then my bro jon broke up wif bernie! now darius broke up wif my bestest catechism mate! owell! this is so wrong. jesus wouldn't have object it! so y are u objecting it!

my advice to all of u who broke up is..juz 2 pray about it. like wad carol told me. leave it to god to decide n make plans fer you. i juz gotta wait n c wad happens ta me as well..haiz..

tonite i'm gonna pray tt all couples can b reunited n stay together foreva! but i dun intend to reunite wif my ex la! haha.. sorry ta hear the news glo n darius..

chi oral

2004-08-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

had chi oral today n listenin. wasn't tt bad but so sway get mdm chee again! haiz. anw, went wif soo n xinyi 2 pp mac hv breakfast. xinyi n i were kinda terrified by dis old woman askin us ques.hahaden soo's fren nicole came. they went 2 airport aft tt. so xinyi n i took 15 2 tamp. both slept on the bus. so freakin tired lor. yawnz.

haven't been bloggin these few days. realli tired n sian. somemore gotta study n prac violin. haiz. feel like i'm gettin old. keep sighing. well. things hv been goin on quite ok. the bitch is acting rather normally i suppose. oh ya. his b-dae is comin. mayb i shud juz get him a voodoo doll. cast a curse on it n it'll remain in him foreva.-evil grins-

owell. sorry justin 4 not wakin u up dis mornin. "how can u not go 4 ur NS!" haha. kk. gtg now.
peacin out! violin exam in 6 days time! -gasps at calender-

my first time here..

2004-08-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

hello! first time here.. but gotta go bathe n prac violin n study! got A1 for MEP!!!

violin exam in 9 days time!

bimbo

2004-08-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

bimbotic